April 1 2001//9.38 PM

its at times like this that i am glad that i think the way i do. everything that happens DOESNT MATTER, because we as humans are so insignifigant. the feelings of loss and upset that i am experiancing right now will not matter in a year, two years, they dont matter in the vastness of the universe, so why should the matter right here right now? they dont. i am fine. life is taking its course, and if it involves meeting and leaving people, so be it. its the way things happen.

i have 3 free periods tomarrow, from 10.45 until 12.25. i have a feeling that i will be going to Bauhaus with Arlo. i also need to read My Antonia for Gary's class, as there is a quiz tomarrow. i really cannot let extranious things (such as boys) distract me from school and art. really. i must stop it.